I should have done this a long time ago. But somehow I found myself trapped in a packed schedule ever since I’ve started working.
This time I’m going to express my deepest gratitude to my ever so lovely Dong Bang boys.
My leader-ssi
Jaejoong-ah, there’s nothing much I can talk about you. Yes, that’s because you are me. *laughs* why am I being cheesy now? I guess that’s what you did to me. You turned me from a crazy fangirl to a normal young lady. There’s no chance for you to know this but you are the one who made me love someone for their inner self. You are flawless and that’s obviously the main reason I chose you as my ultimate bias in DBSK. But as I get to know you, I knew I’m falling for you and am falling deeply as days passed. I have to constantly remind myself that I’m only one of the thousands of your fans so that I won’t tell my parents that I will only marry you. It’s kinda stepping on the ground really hard when I do have wishes of marrying you. Lalala~ You are dorky and caring yet the “speak before think” member in DBSK. Simply love the way you transited from your debut to your current state. You are no longer the cold and mysterious member of DBSK. And just like I said about Yunho, I realized that I’m fragile when I saw you shed tears during the “W” performance at the Thanksgiving in Tokyo Dome. I didn’t even watch the video but barely saw someone posted in a fansite that you cried at the show is enough to break me into pieces. I was keep murmuring “Jae didn’t cry. Fans might have mistaken his sweats for tears. Why he cried? He must have bottled so much inside him” to my own self. So this is supposed to be a gratitude note huh? *laughs* My hearty thanks for this guy who brought a whole new meaning to my late teen life. He made me appreciate my life and don’t take anything for granted. He’s the guy that I’m JAElous of. He have a nice voice, good and humble personality and almost perfect~ me <3>
So Mr.Shim Changmin is the youngest among the five of them but might be the member that all his older members fear of. He has the tongue of ebil and attitude that attracts anyone. Actually Changmin is the one who I had set my eyes on PROPERLY but due to some vicious threats, I have to resort to Jaejoong which I don’t regret. So from then until now, Changmin continues to be my secret affair behind Jaejoong’s back. I don’t care what the netizens or media had labeled him but I knew he’s a nice younger brother to all four of them. I love Changmin from what I knew about him from past not present. The current sick issues revolving this young guy might influence my thoughts but I chose not to let it happen. I saw the relationships and I want to believe that. Period. He’s a grown up now. 23 years old and yet I find him quite childish sometimes. Especially when he laughs and those mismatching eyes and quirky lips of him. Shim Changmin, me heart you and believe in you like I have for other four members. Thank you to be the strongest among them mentally and physically. You taught me to be wise with my words and actions and stay humble and try my best in whatever I do.
The smiling prince
Yoochun-ah, I miss you. *laughs* random much huh? You are the reason for the mess in my love ranking in DBSK. One moment you were at No.3 and now you are tied with Changmin at No.2. you even made me THINK of changing bias. What the heck? But somehow I managed to resort to my old self by sticking to ultimate bias. *wipes sweat* Recently you and Jaejoong had found new form of entertainment which is ganging up against poor Junsu. I can see that you are trying very hard to make Junsu happy. Such a great composer you are and courageous also for writing the “Untitled Song Part 1”. I love your million dollar smile, chubby cheek balls and your milky skin. In the past, I used to see you being emotional but now you have toughen up yourself. I seldom see you shed tears but I wish I can because somehow it makes me feel that it’s not your true self. So Park Yoochun, thanks for being tough among the three emotional guys in DBSK and simply for your passion in music composition.
DongBang Boys~
my ever so fine dongbang boys~
Thanks and thanks and thanks~ it can go on for forever. Your
This time I’m going to express my deepest gratitude to my ever so lovely Dong Bang boys.
My leader-ssi
Yunho-ah, you’ve worked so hard so I wish you can have some rest now. With this lawsuit still going slow and steady and less promotional works than before, you should be able to just enjoy your life as young man. Although it will be a lonely journey, I hope you can strive it just well. Honestly, I don’t have any grudge against you. People say that first impression of someone will change as time passes. But in your case, my first impression of you just helps me to keep my faith in you. You are the one who made me fall for DBSK so that makes you more special to me in a way that no other 4 members can be. If it wasn’t for your unique rapping in Purple Line MV, I wouldn’t be sitting here and expressing my gratitude for my dongbang boys. It takes up a great deal of courage to lead a group. And you didn’t give up even things get complicated. The other four members relied on you most so you have to act all tough in front them. I never seen you shed tears but it breaks my heart just to see you got teary during your “Proud” performance at the FITB Live. The King of Talk in DBSK, I love you and thank you for moulding DBSK into the finest idol group in South Korea.
The founder of me
The founder of me
Jaejoong-ah, there’s nothing much I can talk about you. Yes, that’s because you are me. *laughs* why am I being cheesy now? I guess that’s what you did to me. You turned me from a crazy fangirl to a normal young lady. There’s no chance for you to know this but you are the one who made me love someone for their inner self. You are flawless and that’s obviously the main reason I chose you as my ultimate bias in DBSK. But as I get to know you, I knew I’m falling for you and am falling deeply as days passed. I have to constantly remind myself that I’m only one of the thousands of your fans so that I won’t tell my parents that I will only marry you. It’s kinda stepping on the ground really hard when I do have wishes of marrying you. Lalala~ You are dorky and caring yet the “speak before think” member in DBSK. Simply love the way you transited from your debut to your current state. You are no longer the cold and mysterious member of DBSK. And just like I said about Yunho, I realized that I’m fragile when I saw you shed tears during the “W” performance at the Thanksgiving in Tokyo Dome. I didn’t even watch the video but barely saw someone posted in a fansite that you cried at the show is enough to break me into pieces. I was keep murmuring “Jae didn’t cry. Fans might have mistaken his sweats for tears. Why he cried? He must have bottled so much inside him” to my own self. So this is supposed to be a gratitude note huh? *laughs* My hearty thanks for this guy who brought a whole new meaning to my late teen life. He made me appreciate my life and don’t take anything for granted. He’s the guy that I’m JAElous of. He have a nice voice, good and humble personality and almost perfect~ me <3>
The Duckbutt
Angel of DongBangShinKi~ this is the guy that can be as bright as the sun. He has such a beautiful voice that it’s an attraction itself. Although nowadays I seldom see him flashes his comforting smile, I knew the reason behind it. Junsu-ya, smile more but what’s more important is that you have to be back to your normal self. I demand for my old optimistic and bright duck-butted guy! XD Junsu is getting chubby and his ever so unchanging hairstyle should be changed. Maybe back to his “O” era hairstyle. What else I can say about this guy? *thinks* A natural charmer. Innocent but rotten mind? Sometimes, thinking about Junsu alone makes me smile like crazy. I mean, what a complex being he is. He’s religious, don’t smoke or drink and don’t have a girlfriend but still can write pervert lyrics for his solo song, Intoxication? And speaking of his charisma which is his real image in DBSK, I remembered of a funny remark made by a fan on a site. Junsu is a self-claimed charismatic member because he brainwashed the fans that he IS charismatic until we believe it. Truly an influential guy he is. He is the essence of DBSK and maybe like Changmin said once that “it’s not that we will miss Junsu if he’s not with us. It’s just it will be a bit more fun if he’s there with us.” So whenever Junsu is down, we can know something is really wrong somewhere. And he’s a soccer maniac! Lol. Such a cutie guy~ Kim Junsu, you truly possesses a charm like no others. I always believe someone who can make me smile on the grimmest day is an angel and you ARE my angel. Thanks for simply being in my life.
The Ebil Youngest
The Ebil Youngest
So Mr.Shim Changmin is the youngest among the five of them but might be the member that all his older members fear of. He has the tongue of ebil and attitude that attracts anyone. Actually Changmin is the one who I had set my eyes on PROPERLY but due to some vicious threats, I have to resort to Jaejoong which I don’t regret. So from then until now, Changmin continues to be my secret affair behind Jaejoong’s back. I don’t care what the netizens or media had labeled him but I knew he’s a nice younger brother to all four of them. I love Changmin from what I knew about him from past not present. The current sick issues revolving this young guy might influence my thoughts but I chose not to let it happen. I saw the relationships and I want to believe that. Period. He’s a grown up now. 23 years old and yet I find him quite childish sometimes. Especially when he laughs and those mismatching eyes and quirky lips of him. Shim Changmin, me heart you and believe in you like I have for other four members. Thank you to be the strongest among them mentally and physically. You taught me to be wise with my words and actions and stay humble and try my best in whatever I do.
The smiling prince
Yoochun-ah, I miss you. *laughs* random much huh? You are the reason for the mess in my love ranking in DBSK. One moment you were at No.3 and now you are tied with Changmin at No.2. you even made me THINK of changing bias. What the heck? But somehow I managed to resort to my old self by sticking to ultimate bias. *wipes sweat* Recently you and Jaejoong had found new form of entertainment which is ganging up against poor Junsu. I can see that you are trying very hard to make Junsu happy. Such a great composer you are and courageous also for writing the “Untitled Song Part 1”. I love your million dollar smile, chubby cheek balls and your milky skin. In the past, I used to see you being emotional but now you have toughen up yourself. I seldom see you shed tears but I wish I can because somehow it makes me feel that it’s not your true self. So Park Yoochun, thanks for being tough among the three emotional guys in DBSK and simply for your passion in music composition.
DongBang Boys~
my ever so fine dongbang boys~
Thanks and thanks and thanks~ it can go on for forever. Your
presence really changed my life in a way I don’t think any other artists can. You conquered me and I don’t regret for allowing myself to. I wish I can stay in this fandom for longer and if everything happens as what the fans and you five wish to happen, and then I will be in the fandom for the rest of my life. I’m proud to be a Cassiopeia that loves my “gods” unconditionally.
A/N: excuse my bad English. I seldom blogs therefore both writing and English of mine suck.
A/N: excuse my bad English. I seldom blogs therefore both writing and English of mine suck.
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