Dilemma for a STPM student who wants to be a full-time fangirl for a day~

Mind is filled with various plans for JYJ New Album Showcase Tour 2010 Live In Malaysia. I need to have at least RM500 for the ticket and expenses. Adding to that, I still have to convince my parents and plan my journey to the capital city.

Reasons for why I SHOULD NOT go

- I have important exam in November and have lots of revision to be done in such a short time.

- My parents (especially my dad) feel that this addiction will distract me from my studies.

- The very next day (October 17th), there is a prayer for my grandfather and MOST of my relatives will be here,in Kampar -.-;;

- I have to travel alone all the way from Kampar to Midvalley Convention Center which I'm a bit afraid to do so.

Reasons for why I DESPERATELY wants to go

- It's Jaejoong,Yoochun and Junsu that we are expecting to see! Although I wish the other two will be here as well.

- JYJ's (Jaejoong,Yoochun,Junsu) activities are halted in Japan so there's a high possibility that they won't be able to make it on December or anytime later than now.

- Wanna experience the fangirling with thousands of my 'species'~ LOL

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