Do you think I belong to the JYJ or HoMin stan? If you are reading this post, you ought to reply by telling me your guess.
Maybe I sound like I’m a JYJ-lover and anti-HoMin~ In my 3 years in this fandom, all I know is how to love ALL five of them. I know this is quite unfortunate for us to see them to be in this 2:3 ratio. But it’s not hard to love them as we used to. I don’t see a reason why we really need to choose a side. The only one we need to blame is that f***ing SME for causing this situation and not the boys.
I still remember when one of my fandom friends told me that she blames the boys for causing the fans torn apart between HoMin and JYJ~ I didn’t say anything as I sealed my mouth to prevent any argument erupts between us. I know the fans are in much pain but the pain that ALL five of them carries with them now is nothing compared to us. That’s why I respect them.
You know, it’s like you are complaining that your legs ache after a long walk and then you meet someone with amputated legs. Your pain is nothing compared to them who lost the chance to walk. Ok, that’s a weird example but you get my point, right?
I know how it feels to be isolated. Probably that’s why I want as much as support HoMin can get because JYJ already get attention from all the corner of the globe with their English-language album, The Beginning album. But poor HoMin who were restrained in singing for almost 2 years. That’s longer than their hiatus for Mirotic. So I kinda understand when Changmin said that he don’t want to be a singer in his next life~
If you wanna know whether I had picked a side or not, well this is my answer.
“I can never have a thought about JYJ without involving HoMin and vice versa. Therefore if I’m forced to choose a side then I’m willing to leave the fandom without a regret"
1 comment:
1st of all.. honestly, i cried reading ur entry.. i guess when it comes to the boys, especially when it touches on this part, i shed tears damn easily..
i know u bb, so i already know which side that you are standing.. its on the sides of the 5.. just like me..
and i love ur last sentence.. if u were force to choose, then u choose to leave.. :(
why do i cry more and more when i reread n typed that? ㅠㅠ
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