It's Raya time!

This year, Hari Raya is a significant celebration for me. In my 5 years in SMK Seri Kampar where the majority of the students are Muslims, I never went to my friend's house for 'beraya' in the first 4 years. These last 2 years, I realized how fun it could be. Last year, I went not only to Myra's house but also to her Opah house, here in Bt.Berangkai. Myra has a huge age difference between her and her cousins. So she don't have anyone to spazz with. All she did was pick her phone up, type a text and send to me.

"Unnie, wake up! Come to my opah house as fast as you can. I'm dying in boredom T.T"

She greeted me with a warm smile and hug. I can't tell how much I missed her in the past 2 months. She's a bit plump but other than that, she looked the same. When I entered her Opah house, Myra's mom greeted me. I wished her 'Selamat Hari Raya, mak' and quite taken aback for she who adressed me 'Nanthu'. My nickname that only my friends used to call me. I had my breakfast, 'lemang' there and we started to talk about her life in UiTM and mine in SMKSK and not forgetting our sweethearts, DBSK. After a while, she want to me to take her for a ride in scooter. She enjoyed the ride as she hugged me and said 'I miss you, unnie'

On the 5th Raya, my friend Syuhada and I went to Myra's house in Tapah. In the morning. I 'beraya' in Syu's house and the biscuits were delicious despite it was brought ones. We took bus to Tapah and walked to Myra's house. Myra's old schoolmate were there also. Her mom was the best cook other than my mom and siblings. The food was simple and delicious. Myra and I spent 2 hours watching DBSK DVDs. Before I took the bus back to Kampar, she hugged me once again and wished me luck for my final exams.

I realized a smile and hug is the begining and ending of a real friendship.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ^_^

School holidays had begun and I already decline my sister's kind invitation to spend the 10 days of holidays in her house. Of course it will be fun but I know about myself too well. I'm tended to be lazy when i'm away from my books and my study table. So, with full determination to study in these holidays, I'll stay in Kampar. I realized that nowadays I 'facebook' a lot...Haiz..need to cut down on that too...

Thanks to Sir Sham who helped me to deal with my problems yesterday. His words made me realized a few things and learn new ways to deal with my problems. One of them is do the things that can make me happy besides my friends.

DBSK

These 5 boys are seems to be the only remedy for my depression. With the lawsuit problems faced by the 3 members, I can only keep my fingers crossed for them. ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH, the fans mantra.


To do list : Listen to all their songs, watch their videos and MVs and update myself with their news.

WRITING FAN FICTIONS OR STORIES

This is yet another thing that can make me happy. Pouring my own feelings in words is the best way for me to lessen my depression. Love, friendship and death are my favourite genre when in comes to fanfictions.


To do list : Continue my 'Amour Fou' which I find so good (It's the first time I felt like that towards my story). And should read the updates for 'Dark Orchid Bleeding' by Sacche unnie in LiveJournal.

DRAWING

I like to draw anime characters but only the simple ones. Should brush up my talent in this holidays.


To do list : Find more scenes in my Detective Conan comics to draw.


With so many things to do, this holidays gonna be as good as I wished for. Before signiing off, I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my Muslim teachers and friends.


P/S: I'm carving for some biscuits and really hoping some of my friends can bring me some after school holidays ;p